.... another endless sleepless, up and down constantly autistic night... this is where you feel like fainting, your enetgy reserves start to fail, you are sooooooooooo tired that your eyes close and you are standing... Yet, thats where a neverending love, faith, superhuman strength takes over, and you ask yourself where it comes from.... you know the answer... faith, love, a mothers quest for her sons freedom from the awful grip of this constant sway, movement, jumping, screeches, beautiful light green eyes who look into yours that without spoken words, yet display a question and wonders what is this that grips them... all you can do is be there.... take care, do not fail them, have an infinite patience, true superhuman faith, all the positive alternative modalities that you know placed into loving action... love beyond borders, limitations and human boundaries.... that is mothers true love.... namaste!