Today is a new moon, I said to myself, new life? New perspective on life, IT CAN AND WILL MAKE A SOLID IMPACT ON HOW I FEEL AND HOW LIFE WILL RESPOND TO ME!
Yes, it all up to us to be fully distraught by making others happy, by giving all of ourselves and giving up our true authentic manifestations to please all others who share our life experience.
Of course it is wonderful and needed that we give the best of ourselves to all. BUT WE MUST START WITH US, OUR OWN SELVES FIRST, SO THAT WE ARE NOT JUST PUTTING UP A MASK OR A MASKED VERSION OF OURSELVES.
I am sure many of you, like I at one point or another, have put on masks to please others, to fit in, to feel appreciated, to be accepted, to be given a job, get married, have children, to acquire riches, to be successful and so many other things in life.
Then, of course, life evolves, marriages and all other relationships fail, you feel totally miserable at work or whatever activity you have undertaken to please all but yourself. You find your bank full of money, but you lead an empty life, a frightened life experience in which that money is the only thing that matters, that is not loosing it. You hate to go to work, you are so unhappy at it that you spend most of your time at it dreaming of how to let go, but yet lack the courage to follow your real dreams.
Oh yes, reality check, you look around and try to fit in not allowing your true authentic light to shine.
I CAN TELL YOU, I DECIDED A LONG TIME AGO THAT I WOULD NOT HIDE MY GIFTS, MY WAY OF THINKING, MY SPIRITUALITY, MY DESIRE TO SERVE WITH ALL MY HEART ALL THOSE WHO SHARE MY EXTRAORDINARY LIFE EXPERIENCE. YES IT HAS TAKEN A TOLL ON MY LIFE, I HAVE MET MANY ANGELS WHO HAVE HELPED ME ALONG HE WAY, MANY TO WHOM I WILL REPAY EVERY PENNY LOANED AND TO WHOM I BLESS EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. YES IT TAKES COURAGE. YES, IN THE PROCESS YOU MAY LOOSE SOME FRIENDS, FAMILY MEMBERS AND OTHER CARING SOULS, BUT AS THE WORLD TURNS, SO DO PEOPLE EVOLVE. MANY TIMES AS TIME PASSES, THOSE THAT TURNED THEIR BACK TO YOU, COME BACK AND UNDERSTAND. ACTUALLY TRULY DESIRE TO HAVE TO GUTS TO BE THEIR OWN TRUE SELVES AND ASK FOR HELP ON HOW TO DO IT.
Ahhh my dearests, at Godspeed, I have all that it takes to grow beyond limits, thrive way past the horizon, where you can fly without wings while soaring on the most extraordinary of winds, that of your own choosing. I give you the tools, training and absolute motivation to be your authentic self and feel totally fulfilled as a human being. To learn from the past, yet let go of what holds you back from it… To let go of the fears that prevent you from ultimate development of your authentic self and desires…. To achieve a higher vibrational state which will ultimately lead you to a total success of the life you were meant to live!
Come and join me, experience true joy regardless the lessons, and the strength to say and be your utmost in this precious life experience!
Namaste!
Rev. Barby Soliman
